Self love is as important as loving others. You are a diamond. You can bury a diamond in trash and it’s still a diamond. Unbury your diamond and shine!
Write a love letter to yourself.
One of my love letters to me:
I remember who you are and so do you. Remember that your cup is filled to overflowing and that there is no shortage of love. There will always be enough love for you and others, so give it away freely being an example of love and light as you walk through each day. The path before you is filled with abundance. Walk with your head up and your eyes open so you can experience and enjoy the miracles all around you.
She held on tight while everything combusted. She knew all endings become beginnings. She decided to enjoy the ride with the knowing that presence is happiness.
Witness the moment the fish realized she mattered. She realized she was a part of a greater whole. She saw her place in the universe and she was happy.
My mind is noisy. Echoes from far away reverberate in my head.
The stimulation of flashing lights and flashy egos gives me an energy hangover.
Unseen waves of wanting swirl and envelope whole bodies.
Just name your poison.
I held your essence with me because I knew it might be the last time.
I carried your smell in my nostrils and hoped with each breath that it wouldn’t disappear because I knew it might be the last time.
I held that feeling of ease with which looked into your eyes in that rawest moment because I knew it might be the last time.
I am comforted by the familiar feeling in my soul, like I know you from far away and forever and it made it easier to know this might be the last time.
Stare at the crack in the paint
until you see the beauty.
The legends are true.
Everything exists in it’s own space and time.
So, it IS real.
Step away from self to see.
I am a groove that runs deep.
Far beyond what a material existence can perceive;
and when I am in my Light body
I push dust and gas together
to make planets and stars.
I am a part of the beginning and the end,
in the space where both exist
in one place, in one time.
Infinity inward, infinity outward.
My body aches from sobbing.
I’ve drained more of the poison from inside me.
By speaking the unspeakable I experienced a release like none I’d felt before.
Hidden behind a wall of hurt, fear, tears and tantrums was stillness.
I felt arms holding me.
I cried and cried, letting the tears wash me clean.
Then the demon was standing before me, weakened from the exorcism.
In its place, a presence seeps into my every cell.
Love. Wisdom. Peace. Intelligence. Beauty. Creativity. Joy
I can feel my cells dying their slow death.
The one that takes a lifetime.
It is the way of the flesh.
Mind in every cell.
Birth, life, death, light.
Birth, life, death, light.
How many times have I done this?
Birth, forget. Death, remember.
If you only knew who you really are.
You can cut the hot with sweet but the sugar doesn’t take all the sting away.
Later, when you’ve almost forgotten, the sting gets you again and the sugar can’t help.